Well, I've moved to Palmdale, which is forty miles east of La La Land, on the very edge of the Mohave desert. Very nice, very job-filled. The good news is, I expect to have a new job by January first. The bad news is, I still miss someone from my past very, very much. I feel so stupid for my mistakes, but I don't know if I can fix them anymore. Someone very dear to me, however, told me recently that he and I were never meant to be, but I would still like to be his friend, a good friend with hugs and such. But it looks like it's not meant to be, unless someone visits. I hate the holidays.
depressed